a little bit of a resurrection
my life journal: cutmedown








foggy


there has always been this boy, on my mind, in my heart;; my dreams. since the day he left, he haunts me. because he made me so happy that i couldn't forget. but there are things now. there are things that are making me forget;; about him, about us. & it's scary because i've lived this way for two years;; broken. now suddenly it's like there is hope. i don't know how to deal with it. it's like broken pieces of me are coming back together. & it's different. it's beautiful. & i am so afraid, because it can all vanish so quickly.

i need to decide: is taking the chance worth risking the pain?

i just don't know.


written on 2003-11-22 at 8:42 p.m.

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