a little bit of a resurrection
my life journal: cutmedown








thick panes


baby, i'm going to sing us a broken lullaby. i'm sorry for making imaginary promises that i just can't keep. we keep on looking thru these thick panes of glass, hoping one day that we will make it to the other side.

let's run up a hill & fall in love, darling. throw a coin in a sparkling wishing well & listen for it to hit my limp body at the bottom.

you'll never know what it feels like to watch the clock at 4am. praying at 5am. out cold at 6am. sleep all day now, sleep the day a way, sleep the pain away. been coughing up your blood for three whole days now. i wish i could tell if my eyes were opened or closed.

i wish i could tell.


written on 2003-06-21 at 9:57 p.m.

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