a little bit of a resurrection
my life journal: cutmedown








nothing special


This shit is starting to get scary now.. I am still fuckin contented. I have not known this feeling in atleast three years. Like just hour after hour with no suicidal thoughts... It's crazy. I think I must of read some fifty diaries today. There is alot of damn talented people out there. There are also alot of people out there who need to stop taking in the precious oxygen of this earth...

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it's cold

I am lonely

but not depserate anymore

not afraid to hope

got better things to do

than to search or cry

it is cold

and I am lonely

but I've got tomorrow

written on 2003-01-23 at 9:50 p.m.

she / lost