I don't know how much longer I can tolerate this feeling of utter numbness. My eyes are tired of crying and my cheeks are tired of being wet and my hands are tired of wiping away tears.
Today was the same as all my days. I am so sick and fucking tired of wondering when things are going to get better.
Atleast the semester is almost over. I have to take two more tests and then I'm done. So basically, I survived my first semester of college. I guess that's a plus, right? I'm just happy that Christmas is almost here...
Well, if anyone ever reads this, I hope you are better off than I am right now... Good nite.
written on 2002-12-13 at 10:23 p.m.
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