a little bit of a resurrection
my life journal: cutmedown








& they show no signs of slowing


stuck in an eternal state of trepidation;; or simply lost & not wanting to be found? asking for an answer to these questions;; what is the difference between a laceration, a lesion, a contusion & a broken-heart? objects of physicality are allowed to scar;; but emotional trauma is suppose to disappear/dissipate?

someone has taken me on a glittery ride. someone has taken me to a place where i am to forget. looking at shimmery things; this place, exuding radiance;; or is it decadence. leaving me to decay, to collapse?

some say human beings are a viral infection on this planet & if you think about what we're doing to it;; they might just be about right. how's that make you feel?


written on 2003-07-22 at 11:41 p.m.

she / lost