in silence it seems so peaceful. falling upwards toward the sky. no worries. no tears. i just want to get to a place where they can't hurt me anymore. where he can't hurt me anymore. and she can't hurt me anymore. and he and him and he and him.
but i know that this nail is just going to keep on driving through my heart. bang it in deeper, love. watch the vessels explode. watch the blood splatter on that snow white carpet, on your flawless skin (minus your back of course.) drive another one into my coffin while you're at it, love. just keep hammering away & away & away & away & away...