i keep re-reading yr letter. i do not know how to breathe without it. we've been far apart for seventeen days now. & maybe it does not bother you. but you should know, that with every passing moment, i grow weaker.
time is crying. can't you taste her tears, scarlet, dripping, falling down my wrists?
always remember:
i had no choice but to hear you. you stated yr case time & again & i thought about it.
you've already won me over inspite of me & don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet & don't be surprised if i love you for all that you are. i couldn't help it, it's all yr fault.
[alanis]
please do not tell anyone my secret;; there is a part of me that wants to run away.
written on 2004-01-19 at 10:57 p.m.
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