black.
snap.
crack.
pain.
death.
insanity.
my fears are irrational. why then did it happen? why do i look like this? reincarnation is necessary;; for i must have done something in another life time to deserve all of this. all of this. we bleed pain. thick, chalky drops of blood, oh pain;; leave me the fuck alone. will you ever, ever leave this place called me?
picking up shattered pieces of broken mirrors. shattered, 7x; 7x; 7x; 7 years of bad luck.
take, take, take me away. death, life, anything in between, take me there [somewhere];; anywhere but here.
written on 2003-08-03 at 10:14 p.m.
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