a little bit of a resurrection
my life journal: cutmedown








1; 2; 3x a charm?


what i want is to be successful. what i want is to feel that i don't have to /worry/ anymore. what i want is to feel safe/happy in my own skin.

i don't think i could ever live alone. i am too much like a kitten/puppy/baby. i need attention; when i cry i need more attention; when i get hurt, even more. i might be pathetic [at best.]

i have an addiction to dependency; atleast i am not ignorant/selfish/a liar. how do people live their lives that way?

i miss [him] right now; i wonder if he misses me.


written on 2003-07-21 at 1:46 p.m.

she / lost