Looking back, the memories have changed but the pain remains the same.
I am refusing to take risks. These overwhelming fears are instilled so deep into me that I do not know the difference between trick and truth anymore.
I am begging and burning for a light to guide me down the right path, but here I stand in my veil of darkness.
written on 2003-04-15 at 9:02 a.m.
she / lost