I know it's hard. But I am starting to learn that by pushing out my feelings and giving up, I am not making anything better for myself. Numbness is a great feeling, but the point is, that it can not and will not last forever. There comes a time when everything is going to hit you all over again, no matter how hard you try to push it away.
Let yourself laugh, but never forget the times you have cried.
written on 2002-12-19 at 11:28 p.m.
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